Wednesday, 8 January 2014

A mystery solved?

"when you have eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth", Sherlock Holmes.
 
 
My cancer story began back in February 2011 when I developed obstructive hydrocephalus. This is a condition in which inflammation blocks the drainage of the fluid that surrounds the brain resulting in increasing fluid pressure inside the skull, something which can ultimately be fatal. In my case a CT scan allowed the doctors to make a timely diagnosis and I underwent emergency surgery to fit a pressure relieving drain. I was prescribed a short course of high dose steroids and these quickly reduced the brain inflammation. In fact the steroids were so successful that further CT scans very soon showed that my brain had returned to normal.
 
The neurologist and neurosurgeon treating me wanted to find out what had triggered my problem in the first place. They gave me a battery of tests all of which proved negative until they performed a CT scan on my abdomen. It was this scan that found the tumours that were later discovered through biopsy to be Leiomyosarcoma. At the time of my LMS diagnosis I remember the neurologist and neurosurgeon both being very surprised. They had thought that the tumours were caused by a lymphoma because lymphomas can cause hydrocephalus and often respond extremely well to steroid treatment. LMS, on the other hand, does not typically cause hydrocephalus.
 
The LMS diagnosis left us with no explanation for the hydrocephalus, however the brain is so complex that sometimes these things can occur without a clear cause being identified. My oncologists were aware of this part of my case history and their view was that, in the absence of any further evidence of lymphoma, we should focus on treating the LMS as this was the more immediate danger to me. 
 
You may be wondering why I'm recapping this history here, well the reason is related to the 'stroke' that I had last week. Before we had the radiology report on the brain MRI last Friday my oncologist told Katie and I that he thought the scan could be showing a lymphoma. When the consultant radiologist indicated that the scan was showing a stroke my oncologist had to go along with this, however he was not entirely comfortable so he arranged for the scan to be reviewed at the neuro-MDT meeting today. This is a meeting of specialists in neurology and neurosurgery and is intended to provide opinions on cases in which there is difficulty making a diagnosis or selecting a treatment. The verdict of the MDT meeting was that the brain MRI does not show a stroke, instead it shows inflammation and damage related to a cerebral lymphoma or to an as yet unidentified inflammatory condition.
 
Given that my problems started with an event consistent with lymphoma this new information strongly suggests that I do indeed have this form of cancer in addition to LMS. An interesting characteristic of some lymphoma's is that they can go into long lasting remission when treated with steroids. Since my initial diagnosis I've been receiving a high dose of steroids each time I've had chemotherapy - roughly once a month. This could explain why the lymphoma has been a 'sleeping partner' in my illness to date. Interestingly before tonight I hadn't had any steroids since November (my last chemotherapy treatment), so perhaps the break from chemotherapy explains why the lymphoma has 'woken up' and caused the stroke like event of last week.
 
I looked at cancer incidence rates in the UK tonight and I found that the odds of a specific individual in the UK population being diagnosed with LMS and primary cerebral lymphoma in any one year are just under nineteen billion to one. For context if that same individual were to enter the national lottery just once in that year the odds of them winning would be fourteen million to one, i.e. they would be more than a thousand times more likely to win the lottery than to be diagnosed with these two rare cancers!
 
You have to be careful with statistics however as the calculation above gives the odds for a person who has an average risk of developing each of these two conditions. In my case there is a reason to think that my chances of developing both of these cancers is unusually high - that's my Li-Fraumeni Syndrome. This very rare genetic condition predisposes me to certain cancers. Sarcoma is closely associated with this syndrome, someone with Li-Fraumeni is known to be at much higher risk of sarcoma than the general population. Whilst not as closely associated with the syndrome as sarcoma, there is also an increased risk of developing non-Hodgkin's Lymphoma.
 
So we now have a much tidier hypothesis for my complex cancer history. My Li-Fraumeni syndrome facilitated the development of two otherwise very rare cancers simultaneously. The lymphoma caused the hydrocephalus and was then sent into a long lasting remission by the continued exposure to steroids. Meanwhile, in investigating the cause of the hydrocephalus my LMS was discovered. When my last treatment for LMS failed I went onto a treatment break for a couple of months allowing the lymphoma to resurface and to cause the brain problem I had last week.
 
In terms of treatment for the lymphoma the initial step is to try a course of steroids and then to check via brain MRI if these are working. I've had the first of the steroids tonight and I'm hoping that these will put the lymphoma back into remission.
 
That's the theory then, of course nothing is certain - hence that lingering question mark in the title of this post.
 
 


Saturday, 4 January 2014

Early release

I really must stop taking things at face value where my illness is concerned. Yesterday I was told that I would definitely be in hospital until Monday, however when I saw the stroke consultant today she had a different view and I'm very pleased to be writing this from back at home. Blood tests, an ECG, a chest X-ray and other tests all seem to indicate that I'm recovering from the mini-stroke and that I can continue the treatment (aspirin) at home whilst attending an outpatient clinic.
 
We don't know what caused the mini-stroke, I'm lacking the common risk factors so it is almost certainly related to the cancer or its treatment. I'm still due to see my oncologist in just under two weeks time to discuss my next treatment option though this may be influenced in part by this recent issue.
 
I'm extremely pleased to be home and am looking forward to a good night's sleep!
 
 
  

Friday, 3 January 2014

Jumping the gun

Yesterday I posted about the strange problem I had early in the morning, I noted that my oncologist didn't think it was anything neurological and that I was pleased about that. It turns out I was jumping the gun! I had a routine appointment with my GP this morning, while I was waiting to see him I was asked to complete a survey about the practice, it was then that I discovered that I was unable to write properly. My GP thought that there was a good chance I had a neurological problem. To cut a long story short I've since had a brain MRI which showed that I've had a small stroke. I'm writing this from the stroke unit at the Bristol Royal Infirmary where I will be at least until Monday. I'm taking aspirin to ensure any clots in my blood are dissolved and I will be kept under close observation. 

I am feeling pretty well with just a heavy feeling in my head and some lack of coordination, but nothing major. I'm glad we know what actually happened yesterday as it was a worry not knowing what had caused my problems.

That's all for now but I will post again when I have something more to report.



Thursday, 2 January 2014

Happy new year

Katie and I spent New Year's eve alone with a very good bottle of Champagne and a delicious Thai meal that we cooked together. Well, what really happened is that I made the sauce for the three flavoured fish while Katie deep fried the spring rolls, made the laab salad, cooked the fish, the rice and prepared several of the ingredients for me to use. I did open the Champagne and eat most of the dishes so I pulled my weight in the end!
 
The enjoyment of New Year's eve didn't last long into 2014. This morning I woke up at 6:30am with the room spinning, I also had a headache and a strong feeling of nausea. My brain seemed to be disconnected from my arms and legs and Katie had to half carry me to the bathroom so I could throw up. After about 15 minutes the nausea and the spinning subsided and I fell back to sleep until around 9am. As luck would have it I had an appointment with my oncologist today. He thinks the symptoms I experienced could be down to problems with my blood pressure, with my blood sugar level or with the level of various salts in my blood. I was concerned that it was neurological in origin but he doesn't think it is and I'm relieved about that. I've had a blood test so that may tell more soon. My oncologist advised that we call an ambulance if it happens again, especially if I don't make a rapid recovery as I did this time.
 
The primary purpose of meeting with the oncologist was to talk about treatment options. I'm feeling positive about the consultation as it is clear that he's willing to consider some less orthodox options as the more conventional routes become increasingly thin on the ground.
 
The plan we agreed is that my next treatment will be pazopanib assuming my cardiologist agrees that the risk of heart complications is acceptable. If pazopanib is a 'no go' then sorafenib, a similar type of drug, is the next option but again this depends on the cardiologist's opinion. If sorafenib also poses too many risks we'll try a standard chemotherapy agent (probably dacarbazine) in conjunction with metformin. My oncologist has consulted with Prof. Judson at the Royal Marsden about my case, he's recognised as the UK's top expert in LMS so I'm happy that we've done what we can to make a good choice of treatment in what is a very limited position.
 
I will see my oncologist again in two weeks and I hope to restart treatment as soon as possible after that meeting.
 
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I think a photo is definitely called for at the end of this post. I've just started reading Donna Tartt's latest book 'Goldfinch' which is all the excuse I need to post this:
 
 
Happy new year to you and let's hope that the 2014 brings many bright days to us all.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Monday, 23 December 2013

Happy Christmas

This seems like the perfect time of year to thank all those who have sent Katie and I their kind words and best wishes during the last twelve months and, especially, in the last few weeks. We really appreciate the tremendous friendship and support that we have received from so many people since my diagnosis so thank you all!
 
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One of the downsides to my treatment has been my inability to travel outside the UK. Whilst I'm passionate about the British Isles it is sometimes nice to be able to go somewhere different so it was a major 'bright side' when my oncologist told me he had no objection to Katie and I travelling during my current break in treatment. As we had very little time to plan and as I'm not able to get medical insurance we decided that we'd limit our ambitions and head off for a city break in Europe, so last week we spent three nights in Prague.
 
Prague is a beautiful city with attractive architecture, a rich history and some of the best lager in the world (don't believe a word Carlsberg say, Czech lager is far superior! Try this place if you're ever in the city). Prague also has a very seasonal feel at this time of year. We had a very enjoyable time, it was a real treat!
 
The chance to photograph some of the famous sights was one of the main attractions of the city for me. These shots were taken using a technique known as 'high dynamic range' photography. This involves taking several shots of the same subject with different exposures and then merging these together using software. This is good for capturing detail in scenes in which there are both very bright and very dark areas (click on the images to see larger versions).
 


 
This last picture seems like an ideal cue on which to wish you all a very merry Christmas and a happy new year - "Veselé vánoce a šťastný nový rok" as they say in Prague (no, I can't pronounce that either)!  
 
 
 


Sunday, 15 December 2013

Potential next steps

I'm still not sure what my next course of treatment will be. I've started a new daily tablet for my high blood pressure, spironolactone. The hope is that this drug will help reduce my blood pressure to a level at which it might be safe for me to use pazopanib. I'm also waiting to hear back from my oncologist who is seeking a view from my cardiologist on the suitability of pazopanib given my existing heart problems.
 
If pazopanib is deemed unsuitable then there are various other options to be considered.
 
My oncologist has consulted with a colleague of his at the Royal Marsden hospital in London. The doctor from the Marsden has recommended dacarbazine. Dacarbazine has been used to treat sarcoma for quite a number of years so I expected that there would be a good a number of phase II and III trial reports available on the use of this drug in LMS, it seems I was wrong however. So far I've only been able to find results from a single trial of this drug. In that trial only around 25% of patients treated got benefit (shrinkage of their tumours or disease stability). The trial doesn't indicate how many of these patients had LMS rather than other forms of sarcoma. I've also been looking into whether this drug might be more or less likely to work for me because of the rare genetic mutation I carry (Li-Fraumeni Syndrome). From what I've read so far it seems like the drug may not function correctly in people with this genetic problem. So far then I'm really not convinced by this option.
 
Another potential treatment option is sorafenib. Sorafenib is a drug that works in a similar way to pazopanib but which may be easier on my heart and blood pressure. The problem with sorafenib is that there is very little research on its use in LMS. There are a couple of phase II trials but these involved low numbers of LMS patients though they both showed that sorafenib provided disease stability in around 50% of the LMS patients treated.
 
The final option that I'm aware of at this point would be to try the very first chemotherapy regime I had again. This was a combination of gemcitabine and docetaxal. It worked for me so it is possible that it might work again. It did have some challenging side effects though, most notably lots of fluid retention in my feet, arms and legs and muscle weakness in my legs and arms too. These side effects limited my mobility quite a lot though they weren't overly uncomfortable as long as I spent most of my time on the sofa!
 
I'm seeing my oncologist on the 2nd January and we should be able to make a decision on the way forward then.
 
In the meantime we're all set for Christmas. I'm really looking forward to spending the festive season without any chemo induced side effects!
 
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A number of people have mentioned that they enjoyed the two photo's that I recently posted from my afternoon spent as a sports photographer at the Bath vs. Exeter LV Cup match. Here are a couple of my favourites from that match.
 

 

The first of these shots shows Bath hooker Ross Batty flattening an Exeter player who had the nerve to try  and tackle him, the second shows Bath's fly-half, George  Ford, kicking for goal.
 

Thursday, 5 December 2013

Looking hard for the 'bright side'

I had my latest consultation with my oncologist today. It was a meeting Katie and I were worried about as we were due to get the results of the CT scan that I had two weeks ago and we had some reasons to think that the scan might show that my cancer is progressing.
 
Around two months ago I realised that a small bump on the side of head was not a spot, as I'd thought, but something more concerning. At just about the same time I found a very small lump in my left arm pit, it felt about the size and shape of a grain of rice. My oncologist examined these at my last meeting with him four weeks ago. He felt that they could potentially be subcutaneous tumours. The appearance of tumours like these would indicate that my chemotherapy was no longer working. My oncologist proposed that we waited until we had the scan results before deciding on a course of action.
 
We have those results now and they show that the tumours in my abdomen have grown. They are described by the radiologist as 'large' although no measurements are given.  
 
Three lung metasteses are also mentioned in the radiology report. According to the radiologist two of these were visible on earlier scans and the third is new. The two existing lung tumours have grown although they are all relatively small at present, the largest being around 5mm across. On the brighter side the scan also showed that my liver tumours are stable, at least for now.
 
These findings confirm that some of the cells in my tumours have found a way to become resistant to the Trabectedin treatment I've been receiving. We agreed with my oncologist that we should discontinue Trabectedin and move on to another drug but that we should wait until after Christmas before doing this so that I can have a  few weeks break.
 
Prior to today we had a fairly clear idea that the next treatment I would have would be Pazopanib, however the last few weeks I've been suffering from high blood pressure and I also have some problems with my heart function following the heart failure issues earlier this year. This may mean that it is too risky for me to take Pazopanib as its side effects include high blood pressure and irregular heart beat. My oncologist is going to check with my cardiologist before making a decision. If Pazopanib is not an option there are some other ideas we can look at.
 
So it's not been the best of days, however looking hard for the 'bright side' I've come up with the following:
  • I can enjoy a few glasses of wine and the odd beer or two over Christmas;
  • the chemo that was schedule for Tuesday next week has been cancelled so I won't have the usual side effects to enjoy for the week or so after that;
  • I've had my PICC line removed, this is great as it had continued to cause skin irritation from time to time;
  • I've had 575 days of stable disease thanks to the Trabectedin. Whilst it would have been nice to have had even longer this is more than I could realistically  have hoped for when I started my first cycle back in May 2012. 
The situation I find myself in is far from where I'd like to be, I am however determined to make the best of it that I can.
 
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And now to show that my sense of humour is still intact...most people who have been treated for cancer will have experienced problems with their digestive system. For me the two biggest issues I've had are wind and constipation. On the former I will just say that it is amazing what the human body is capable of and leave the rest to your imagination! Where constipation is concerned, laxatives are the way to go (sorry about the pun - I can hear the groans already)! Yesterday I saw the following poster in a pub:
 
 
They certainly knew how to name products in those days, 'Bombs-Away' is so much more descriptive than 'Laxido' or 'Senna'!